Monday, March 23, 2009

I just did the splits

I am so angry with some stupid, careless ass at my office.

I finished a banana and went to throw the peel away. On my way down the hall, some water I didn't see on the floor forced my legs apart and shoved my knee into the linoleum.

It hurt and I was pissed. Rightfully pissed. I'm a woman, I don't wear athletic shoes to work, a tiny drop of water (on a dry day) can cause some serious damage.

But then I got really sad... what if it did work this month and I just screwed it up? You know that fear, that a stumble or fall might have jarred an embryo loose? Maybe an irrational fear, maybe not. You'll never know for sure, but it makes you sad.

I guess should have been more careful.

4 comments:

Darya said...

I'm sorry. That sucks at so many levels. I've been there like a million times myself. I hopte that you are pregnant this month and you did not damage anything. (((HUGS)))

Kischa said...

I know it's so much easier said than done, but try not to stress too much.

I'll be praying that you are pregnant this month - I hope you are. I know things have to get better - atleast that's the crap that I've been telling myself.

(((Hugs)))

Michelle said...

I worry over things like that too. Sorry it happened. I'd be mad too.

Thanks for your comment today. Yeah, they decided with everything else going on and the fact I'm farther than normal mid cycle monitoring, they would do the check today. I really hope for early results! It's driving me crazy.

roseann said...

Don't worry to much! I'm sure all is well. Hugs To You :)
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