Thursday, March 26, 2009

Not feeling so lucky now

No surprise pregnancy tests at the PCP's today, and I'm worried that my luck has run out.

Last cycle I observed a lot of sticky-slightly yellow CM leading up to AF. I saw some of that several days ago, but nothing recently, and really hadn't had any CM at all for several days... until now.

I just had a fair amount of slightly brownish CM. That doesn't sound good, or look good, or anything good. It's just bad. My lower back also hurts. I'm a little crampy all of a sudden. So maybe AF is lurking just around the corner only moments away.

I made it 16 days last cycle, but that was a medicated cycle and I was a bit higher on my 7dpo P4 last cycle too, so it wouldn't surprise me if my LP was cut a little short this cycle. And let's not forget the surgery, that could have changed things around too.

Now I want to test just to know that it's negative and stop worrying about it. I wasn't expecting to feel that way, but I do.

On the bright side, if AF starts soon, I can get my Baseline on Saturday. Woohoo.


Michelle said...

Awww that sucks! I usually have a few days of the nasty gross spotting before af comes. They also say it can be brownish spotting from implanting. Either way, it is really awesome that you ovulated on your own. Hopefully you can find out one way or another real soon. The waiting and wondering just plain sucks.

Hillary said...

I'm sorry :( I hate AF, too.