Thursday, April 23, 2009

Another depressing post

I really, really hate the last week of the 2WW. Mostly because I go crazy. And because I never have any good news.

I hate writing a bunch of depressing, whiny posts in a row. There are lots of good things in my life, but during this week, all I can do is focus on the fact that I'm not pregnant.

I feel silly admitting it, but I thought it would work this time. Actually, I think it will work every time until it doesn't. There's still a chance and trust me, I cling to that chance like it's the only thing in the world that matters right now. I feel like I'm setting myself up for a fall, but what else am I suppose to do?

There was a beautiful pink sunrise here this morning. All the windows were open and the pink came in through them. I didn't try to go out and take a picture... I figure I'd missed the best parts of it already anyhow cause I was in the bathroom staring at an HPT.


Celia said...

I am deep in the 2WW suckage with you.

Which is why I am thinking about having cookies for breakfast.

Michelle said...

I'm the same way. This time I'm starting it at the start of a cycle. I really have to snap out of it.

Jill said...

ugh! the 2ww sucks big time..... I hope it goes fast from here on out

Sophie said...

I'm about to start my first 2ww! I'm already feeling impatient :P.

Anonymous said...

You're right, when this happens what else can we do but just pick up and just keep on going.

I've given up for a little while, but I'm sure I'll pick myself up again soon.

Hillary said...

This a beautiful and heart wrenching post. I'm sorry and (((hugs)))