Monday, June 22, 2009

Alone again

DH is off this week and decided to go visit his parents. I'm not extremely pleased with this. Normally I don't mind him being gone, it's more time for me to spend with Muffy... but not anymore.

I don't worry about him when he goes home... he usually just helps out at his parent's and grandma's house. DH is such a good son/grandson.

But I still wish that he would have stayed up here and done some projects I need done or something. I have several organizational projects that I wish he'd do for me.

And, I'd be lying if I didn't admit I'm a little worried about something happening to the pregnancy while he's out of town... I figured a little guilt on that point would stop him, but it didn't. However he did change his plans to not leave until this morning and return Thursday (instead of Friday).

He still has 3 weeks left to take off this year... I have no weeks cause I don't get much to begin with and I have to save what I have for maternity leave (the only mat leave my company has is FMLA leave).

So he still has time to do my projects, but the thought of all the work we need to do around the house to before we ever begin to prepare for a child is making me panicky. We still have 8 months, but it nothing can get done fast enough. Throw out logic, it's crazy time.


Celia said...

Maybe he chose now because he figures making himself available to you later is more important?

But hormones cannot be denied. Maybe you will feel better with a timeline for everything you want to get done?

Michelle said...

I hope the week goes by fast for you. Maybe he will decide to come home sooner.

Anonymous said...

I totally get it. He should be spending time with you! I was a nervous wreck for the two weeks S was gone after we first got the bfp. I was worried that something would go wrong and I'd have to call an ambulance to get to the hospital or something.

That sucks about your company and maternity leave. They don't give you any paid time for it?

The nesting is beginning already! I'm starting to get some crazy mood swings, that rival the clomid days. There is no logic with a pregnant woman.

How have you been feeling? Are you still thinking about getting kittens?

Hillary said...

I hope the week goes by super fast and uneventfully!