I have been bouncing back and fourth between actually feeling pregnant, and feeling so completely devoid of pregnancy symptoms it seems like a drink is in order.
On the actually feeling pregnant, it's because my uterus has felt a bit enlarged or distended to me lately. Which is a pretty cool feeling. And I can't actually feel it from the outside, it's just how it feels inside of me. But only sometimes....
Because the rest of the time I seem to be without any symptoms at all lately. Thankfully, my voracious thirst is just normal thirst now. And I'm really glad, I was so thirsty before, a mere 20min without water felt like I had been stranded in a desert for days (not kidding, it was painful and desperate). So with my thirst back to normal, I don't have to go to the bathroom as much and I only have to get up once a night, and Monday night I actually slept through the night!!!
Also, my boobs really seem to be in a stable place now and don't really hurt, however I think it might be helping that I started sleeping with a sports bra on.
And the fatigue is dying down. I don't feel like hiding under my desk and taking a nap anymore.
And the other week when my cramping freaked me out it was partially because that's when my symptoms started to disappear. Strong cramping, disappearance of symptoms, why would I freak?
The one symptom that is ever present is my beautifully inflamed and pocked up zit face. It really hasn't been this bad in years, and just when I think it's getting under control, I get another giant breakout. Oh well, it's the price I pay.
Ok, but, dare I say it, I think I may have had my first certifiable case of pregnancy brain. I made out the sewer bill and sent it out the other day... so I thought. I got a call from them today, the stub was in the envelope, but not the check. I went and looked in my checkbook and the check was still attached. Fantastic.