Dude, I'm freaking out here.
Nothing is wrong, nothing has gone wrong, but I am FREAKING out.
We've done a lot of telling in the last week or so. Now both of our families know, and I'm sure my FIL has told DH's entire home town (he's like that). Some of my coworkers know. The news is getting around. And I'm so incredibly nervous now.
Before if something bad happened, everyone didn't have to know. I could choose who I told it to and mourn quietly over here. Now, if something happens, holy crap, there will be no peace for me.
I started googling dopplers again yesterday. I am going to call my clinic today and ask about getting permission to use one. Because I can't take the pressure right now. And it doesn't help that I'm smack dab in middle between appointments.