Despite my request, it is apparent that my spy/spies intend to keep reading. I do not wish to state exactly how I know they are reading, but they leave lots of tracks. I don't think they are even really trying to hide.
I can't stop them from reading without going private. I have thought about it, but I'm not going to. I blog to share my story. I hope that someone out there is benefiting from it. Most of the people find this blog by searching about PCOS or taking metformin during pregnancy and I want that information to be out there for them to find. I also want to share my parenting and anxiety and depression struggles, because I'm not perfect and it's isolating to think that you are the only one that is having a hard time. If that means some a-holes that I used to work with get to know that I think having orgasms could have helped me conceive, then that is the price. I'm not doing anything wrong and I won't act like I am.
I was in a very unhealthy work environment. I told my management how much I FEARED coming to work, and it fell on deaf ears. When I got fired I calmed myself by reminding myself that they can't hurt me anymore. And I'm not going to let them. I will never write a post about all the BS that went on there because I'm trying to forget about that place. Those people. How I was treated. There were good people there and I will miss them, but I can't separate the good from the bad and I'd like to just forget it all.
On a lighter note, I'm working on a craft project that I'm really excited about. I hope I'll be able to it reveal it later this week (if I don't mess up too much).